Friday, December 12, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
So true:-)
The world never is ideal.
I bet all of us have felt it at least once in a lifetime.
I have been asking myself for bilions of time why it has to be like that and never so far found the answer that would really satisfy me. Yet once I read that people lives are often shaped by others actions.
As a consequence one may think that the world is a cold and desolate place because of people actions and also words. I would say it is a damn truth although in a way cliche. Yet this kind of cliche that when it is said out loud you ask yourself why the hell i havent thought about it earlier. And now a question arises how we can protect from people who hurt?
We need to know people will always hurt as people are not ideal, people make mistakes, people fail, people change.I've found my protection - it is music. It will always heal my hurt feelings, will always make me strong and of course happy. Music is even above love. I discovered it when i was a kid and read a biography of Claude Debussy. This biography was written as an interesting novel. I still remember a remarkable part. Debussy went with his significant other to meadow. They loved each other,they were happy. They spent great time there. They were huging each other. Yet for a short while his beautiful half felt that Debussy is far from her, he was completely absent minded. That moment Debussy was composing music in his head.
I dont know how many of you have such a protection like me. I mean music. If you have it and it is of a different kind the only duty you have now in life is to be happy. For whose who you dont have it I would like to suggest that you start searching for. I believe happiness is the best motivation for that.
Some time ago i met a great musician who told me girl it isnt that you love music you need it in order to live.You are just like me. I wonder why he said it. Did he see in my eyes that music will cure even the deepest wound. By the way I wrote that speech while listening to Mozart:-).
I bet all of us have felt it at least once in a lifetime.
I have been asking myself for bilions of time why it has to be like that and never so far found the answer that would really satisfy me. Yet once I read that people lives are often shaped by others actions.
As a consequence one may think that the world is a cold and desolate place because of people actions and also words. I would say it is a damn truth although in a way cliche. Yet this kind of cliche that when it is said out loud you ask yourself why the hell i havent thought about it earlier. And now a question arises how we can protect from people who hurt?
We need to know people will always hurt as people are not ideal, people make mistakes, people fail, people change.I've found my protection - it is music. It will always heal my hurt feelings, will always make me strong and of course happy. Music is even above love. I discovered it when i was a kid and read a biography of Claude Debussy. This biography was written as an interesting novel. I still remember a remarkable part. Debussy went with his significant other to meadow. They loved each other,they were happy. They spent great time there. They were huging each other. Yet for a short while his beautiful half felt that Debussy is far from her, he was completely absent minded. That moment Debussy was composing music in his head.
I dont know how many of you have such a protection like me. I mean music. If you have it and it is of a different kind the only duty you have now in life is to be happy. For whose who you dont have it I would like to suggest that you start searching for. I believe happiness is the best motivation for that.
Some time ago i met a great musician who told me girl it isnt that you love music you need it in order to live.You are just like me. I wonder why he said it. Did he see in my eyes that music will cure even the deepest wound. By the way I wrote that speech while listening to Mozart:-).
Monday, December 8, 2008
Why we AREN'T together?:-)
some things are not meant to be - for a GOOD reason - for what will turn out to be in your own best interest:-).
I'm relaxed!
I'm relaxed!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
"Bye bye" song for him:-)
Duffy - Warcwick Avenue
When I get to Warwick Avenue Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
Promise me you won't step outta line
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okayJust because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear
I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,But I want to be free, babyYou’ve hurt me.
When I get to Warwick Avenue
We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once moreI showed you answers, now here’s the door
When I get to Warwick Avenue
I’ll tell baby there we’re through
Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confusedAn outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,But you don’t love meI want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.All the days spent togetherI wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come. No, no.
You think you’re loving.
But you don’t love meI want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love meI want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me
When I get to Warwick Avenue Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
Promise me you won't step outta line
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okayJust because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear
I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,But I want to be free, babyYou’ve hurt me.
When I get to Warwick Avenue
We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once moreI showed you answers, now here’s the door
When I get to Warwick Avenue
I’ll tell baby there we’re through
Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confusedAn outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,But you don’t love meI want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.All the days spent togetherI wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come. No, no.
You think you’re loving.
But you don’t love meI want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love meI want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Finalmente
Finalmente I'm back to my beloved hobby - blogging:-).
New name = new me!
I'm compltely in love with Italy, dolphins and www.polyvore.com!
Now, I'll write in English, French, Italian and Polish.
New name = new me!
I'm compltely in love with Italy, dolphins and www.polyvore.com!
Now, I'll write in English, French, Italian and Polish.
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